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October 24th, 2010

01:55 am:
Went for K-pop concert just now with Cheryl and Fuad. It's just awesome and amazing and anything nice you can think of. There's just this indescribable feeling in my heart, it makes me wanna cry because it's so touching. My first concert in my life and it's already this amazing, i can't believe I didn't go to any concert in the past. Will post pictures on fb when I fixed my card reader. Anyone looking for companion to go to SNSD solo concert if there is any?


September 5th, 2010

12:01 am:
FUCKED UP, is what you can and may use to describe me my home. It's about money again, I am starting to think it's really not my problem, maybe, just maybe a minor of it is mine. Who the fuck asks about money every other day when the topic goes through the mind or when someone else talks about it. I really can't take this anymore, sometimes I don't even know what is the purpose of buying stuffs home for everyone to try, or why I should do the housework. I don't get appreciated, I get reprimanded when something is not done, saying I've never helped the house before. Heaven knows, Earth knows, I know. That's enough for my conscience.



August 12th, 2010

12:38 am: Hmm, I realise I have been very emotional when i watch tv or videos online. Whenever there is a touching scene, i just felt like crying or this sense of chillingness just comes into my body. Hmm, maybe I am going through puberty. HAHAHA

August 7th, 2010

12:54 am:

Is it really so stressful being in my home or does everybody's home feel the same. I am now hoping my colleagues who has fridays and saturdays work will take leave or mc. I will immediately pounce onto the work opportunity, besides, there's ot pay for me.

I feel so stress just thinking of my finance, do I appear as someone un-filial to my parents? I know I have to provide for the family once I start working, it's just that my first pay is not the right moment to do this, I have so many things to clear. I really don't want quarrels everyday at home, it's just like the past. Why cant everyone be more understanding and have more faith and trust in me. Whenever it comes to the $$ topic, there will be quarrels at home, I seriously hate this. Must a house really be turned into a hotel? Where you have to pay for everything you use or take?

I know my management of my own finance is not that good, I just need more time to settle down.


June 13th, 2010

04:32 am: If only fb has the option of blocking all shout outs related to WORLD CUP, like why give opinion / cheer / insult / rant about it when none of your friend is actually someone who's playing in S.A. Like go buy an air ticket and fly there to talk to them la.

And no, I am not a coward who doesn't dare to post this in fb, I just don't want arguments from "OH-I-AM-SO-INTO-WORLD-CUP-I-HAVE-TO-POST-EVERYTHING-I-THINK-ON-FACEBOOK" people.

April 26th, 2010

11:48 pm:
Really hate irresponsible people, whichever aspects you look at, be it job scope wise, relationship wise, item wise or whatever. You are entrusted with this responsibility and trust, so cherish this utmost trust in you. A single sorry doesn't help if you have failed this trust, complaining about it to other people after the incident doesn't solve the problem either, instead make it worse. So now you know you are fucked up, how? Live with it and feel guilty all your life la, I doubt you will.

Had my FFI this morning, don't know whether I should be happy that I am ORD-ing, or sad because I am joining the work force soon.

Just saw the news about the ground move in Taiwan, seriously why can't the gov just own up and say it's their fault for using cheap materials or not checking the roads carefully when making them. Obviously there is something wrong with the way the roads are made, there's even evidence. A university professor even came out personally to explain the evidence to the public. How hard is it to admit one's mistake.

Saw another news, in India, on average, a kid dies every eight seconds due to consumption of contaminated water. Not that I dislike the gov or whatsoever, but wtf, your people are suffering and you are not doing anything to improve the water system in your country. Still got money to do advertisements for your tourism, just save your own people first la. how you expect people to visit your country when you have such poor standard of living, anyone might just die there what fuck.



March 7th, 2010

12:55 pm:
October

Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not c...are of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

Love Zodiac Profile- Libra


If you are Libra:
You are fantastic and a very sexy lover. You love mush and romance in your relationships. You like to flirt even when you are committed but most of it is harmless fun. You tend to trust anyone very fast. So be careful because you fall in love too fast. You love peaceful dinners and relaxed evening walks with your partner. You are an extremely passionate lover and the opposite sex adores you for that. You express your love whenever and wherever you can. You take great care of your sweetheart and shower all your attention on your sweetheart.

Your kissing style:
Your kisses are wild and amazing.

To attract you, the opposite sex must be:
Stylish, sophisticated, attentive, mysterious, etc.

You are more compatible with - Aries, Aquarius, Gemini
You are less compatible with - Scorpio, Virgo, Capricorn

March 3rd, 2010

11:36 pm: muahahahaha

Well, today is a very very happy day for me. The fear that was troubling me last night which I eventually overcame (thanks to Althea) paid off. My friend request got accepted and I was damn glad when I logged into my hotmail to see the notification at work. Couldn't stop smiling at work (which is unusually unusual) cause i seldom smile, especially after what happened at work since last week. Well, I don't wanna mention any unhappy stuffs on a supposedly happy post.

Happy
It's so nice to be happy
Everybody should be happy
It's so nice to be happy


On a side note, can't help feeling helpless and miserable after viewing the profile. People change so much (for the better), I don't know whether I should be sad for myself or glad for others. Probably die earlier, any members-to-be?




Current Mood: cheerfulcheerful

February 28th, 2010

10:30 pm: Disappointed
This gonna be a rant post. Not really greedy to the extent I am writing this. But seriously, what are friends (or colleagues) for. Staying back to cover the station and handle all the shit work. Everyone comes back with food from the event but nothing for me. Like come on, back then I had to carry four plates and even went back a second time just to get extra food for everyone. Even told me to get it myself? Fuck la. Heartless bunch of people. Even higher-ups are the same. Spare a thought man. I am not in the same project group, fine, I cover station and I don't complain. What the fuck is the organisation value for. Even taking a strand of bee hoon for me I will be glad. fuck man.



Current Location: Singapore, Singapore
Current Mood: disappointeddisappointed

February 8th, 2010

10:59 am:
Hoho, since I am on MC, figured might as well update this. Well, last night wasn't really good, the coughs been making my sleeping so hard, not to mention the runny nose which makes breathing difficult. Add these two up and viola, MAN created. okie lame.

Actually wanted to post about all the outings and movies which I went to earlier, but since I have forgotten whatever happened, forget it.

Sorry if this is a lame post -.- there was something I wanted to post and already spent quite some time on it but figured it didn't work out. So all a waste of time. diao

 



Current Mood: freakishly sick
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